On his birthday

Today is Byron's birthday. His 4th birthday in heaven. I can't believe how fast the time has flown by. The boys are growing and doing so well... life is okay. But on days like today it's so hard not to focus on what life should be. I spend A LOT of my time trying to …

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Trying to pass

Parenting is so freaking hard. There are so many peaks and valleys and you never quite know where you'll be from one day to the next. Being the sole parent of boys amplifies things a certain degree. I remember when I first lost Byron people would refer to my boys as 'fatherless' and I'd quickly …

Time flies…

So many things have changed this past year. It's been chaotic, busy, sad, happy... full of so many new memories. I think with every milestone that passes I'm slightly surprised that we made it through intact. The anticipation is usually harder than the actual day. But some days, mainly Byron's birthday, knock me completely off …

Still Here

It's been quite a while since I've posted anything... but I've felt like writing for quite a while and just now have a minute to get something down. I find myself writing in my head some days... I'll lay down at the end of the day and think about the post I'd like to write, …