I used to trust my gut…

And then... life happened. Now I have no idea which way is right or wrong. I can't tell if the little voice telling me to run is telling me to do so because the person I'm dealing with is a threat to my peace and happiness... or if it's telling me to run because staying …

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#GOALS

Yesterday was one of those in my head days... where I analyze EVERYTHING. Realize nothing in my life is up to par and kind of go to bed irritated (because nothing is right!). I had a million thoughts that I wanted to write about... And ended up just kind of ranting and pressing post (a …

The Holidays

And oddly enough it's Christmas time again. It feels like it was just Christmas a couple of months ago. This year Christmas feels a little different than it has the past few years. I wouldn't say I'm engulfed in the Christmas spirit. But I would say I'm excited to see the boys faces this year. …

JINX

Have you ever worried that by saying things are going well you'll end up opening the door for something bad to happen. It's almost like bad juju finds you the minute you find some sort of contentment. I've found that I hold my breath through periods like this. I almost feel like nothing good will …

Almost Christmas

So... It's almost Christmas. Another year has almost passed and now is the time for reflection and resolutions. The boys are 7 and 3 and life has become "normal" (Lord it's taken almost 4 years to say that). BJ has now played two years of football and is in basketball. B2 is a potty trained …

Trying to pass

Parenting is so freaking hard. There are so many peaks and valleys and you never quite know where you'll be from one day to the next. Being the sole parent of boys amplifies things a certain degree. I remember when I first lost Byron people would refer to my boys as 'fatherless' and I'd quickly …