Trying to sort it all out…

So I’m currently on week three of my my social media break. I’ve been off and on SnapChat mostly because I use it for messages. And I logged back into Instagram just because I was bored one day and then found out you can only disable your account every so many days so I’m stuck with that one for a few more days until it lets me disable it again.

I thought I’d really miss facebook. But everytime I think about logging back in something happens in real life that makes me feel like I’ve got enough on my plate without adding the cyber world to it.

I’m not as dark… I don’t feel as depressed as I did a few weeks ago and that’s great. But I’m definitely still tired. There’s not much I can do about that. I did decide to start doing some journaling. And to really start keeping my organizer and budget together. That would keep excess stress down. And as much as I’ve always screamed I hated it… I tried yoga again for the first time in about ten years and really really liked it.

There are some parts of myself that I need to work on in order to be the best me I can be. So I’m going to start working on that… I’ve been living in straight survival mode for so long that it’s become habit. And that has to change. That might cause me to be busier but I need to play a more active role in my life.

Oh… and I got a cool bracelet too…

So that’s how I feel today…

#Stillfighting