And now…

  • Exhausted.

    There are days when I feel like life sucks but I will get through each day step by step… some days I actually feel like I’m doing well at moving forward and doing what needs to be done for my boys and then there are days like today. Where I toss and turn, wake up… Read more

  • Alone in my thoughts

    It takes effort to drudge up enough give a damn to actually give a damn. Read more

  • Being a Single Mother vs. Being a Widowed Mother

    People tend to believe that being a single mother is the same as being a widowed mother. On the exhausting nights when you want a break and there’s no one to hand your child to for a break I’m sure it is… there are similarities in both paths. But there’s also a stark contrast between Read more

  • Things fall apart… loosing my husband

    Things fall apart… loosing my husband

    I haven’t posted in a while… mainly because this is a hard post to write. March 5th I got a call that no one wants to receive… A hospital in the neighboring city had my husband and according the doctor he was critical and I needed to come right away, she wouldn’t give me any Read more

  • The Wonderful 3’s

    So, I’m the proud parent of a 3 year old, a funny, demanding, and opinionated 3 year old. I think each stage BJ goes through I say “this is my favorite stage” I believe it every time I say it but … really, for real this time, this is my favorite stage. BJ tells me Read more

  • Hello! It’s been a while….

    My life since my last post has been… eventful to say the least. I’ve switched jobs and am learning a new role at a new company with new people which is hard. And BJ is now in the terrible threes. October through now has been a whirlwind to say the least and I’m still trying Read more