My Birthday wish

BJ’s birthday came on a super cold Saturday. We had to reschedule his birthday party; I bought cupcakes on that Thursday because I knew we’d be iced in for the weekend. The Hubter and I sang him happy birthday and he ate two cupcakes while enjoying the all too infrequent family time with just usContinueContinue reading “My Birthday wish”

Clarity… through a friend

Today God spoke to me through one of my dearest friends… BJ’s Godmother. She knows more than anyone what it feels like to go through what we went through with BJ when he was born prematurely. Her path and mine have a lot of similarities… God definitely put her in my life for a reason.ContinueContinue reading “Clarity… through a friend”

It’s that time of year…

It’s that time of year, a time to thank God for another year, to celebrate BJ’s birthday and celebrate how far he’s come. I’ve been trying for the past couple of weeks to figure out why I’ve been feeling so…off. Not sad not happy just a little off kilter. And yesterday I figured it out,ContinueContinue reading “It’s that time of year…”

The littlest things…

There’s something about holding BJ’s hand that makes my heart melt. Maybe its the level of unwaivering trust that it represents… Or the reminder that I’m responsible for raising and providing my little ray of sunshine all that he needs to make it in this world. I’m instilling in him his morale compass by leadingContinueContinue reading “The littlest things…”