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5 years

So… it’s been 5 years. 5 YEARS. And in those 5 years I’ve… Moved, had our baby boy, BJ has started Kindergarten and is now is 2nd grade. The boys have begun sports and have played (football, soccer and basketball). I left the company I was working at and am now on my 3rd job.ContinueContinue reading “5 years”

The Anxiety Effect

I’m going to be 100% real with you… I suffer from anxiety/depression. It’s only affected my life for the past 2 years or so. I’m amazing at masking it but found it harder and harder to do for the past couple of years. The changes were subtle. So subtle that I didn’t really realize whatContinueContinue reading “The Anxiety Effect”

Stopping by to say hi

It’s been quite a while since I’ve written anything but as always… here I am. So much has changed so much remains the same. Both boys are in football. B2 is turning four and BJ has started 2nd grade. I’m working for a company that doesn’t stress me out. And outside of the normal dayContinueContinue reading “Stopping by to say hi”

Peace of mind

I was at the gym (see yesterday’s healthier me post) changing into my work out clothes when one of the lady’s who works in the kids club comes running in frantic. BJ had been running and playing (as kids do) and ran into a sharp edge of a window divider. He was going to needContinueContinue reading “Peace of mind”

Mother’s Day… a rambling post LOL.

Mother’s Day was last weekend… and down the rabbit hole I went. I’m not sure when I’ll ever get to a family holiday and not miss Byron, not think about what should have been… I should have had breakfast cooked for me and spent the day irritated that Byron went to work even though itContinueContinue reading “Mother’s Day… a rambling post LOL.”